emotional feelings

wow, its been a really emotional day for me today. i keep crying for no real reason. pregnancy hormones are really kicking in. i go from happy and smiley to sad and crying in minutes. i go from feeling relaxed to feeling like a prize idiot. it is so weird and the worse thing is because of who i usually am its 10 times worse. i hate the thought of offending people or upsetting them i always have done and i worry what i say to people. then add pregnancy into the equation and I'm panicking that i have offended people when i know deep down i haven't but my mind keeps playing tricks on me. its really hard. i am the sort of person who wakes up in the middle of the night and worries about something that i said to someone even though i know its fine. arrh! I'm sure tomorrow i will be fine and not so emotional but right now i cant see it! I'm not even sure that this makes sense to anyone who reads it. but i guess it doesn't matter. in some weird way i feel a bit better just for writing. even if it doesn't make sense! i know what I'm trying to say.