emotional outbursts

i have found this last week really hard.

my hormones have completely taken over and my body is exhausted.

one minute i am happy and content, the next i am sobbing my heart out.

life is an emotional roller coaster anyway and recently things have been difficult.

jim and i have had to make a big decision in our lives and it has been really hard. i dont want to go into detail about it. its personal and i wouldnt know where to begin.

all i know is that we have had to do what is best for our little family.

i am getting near the end of my pregnancy now and am feeling really tired and uncomfortable. hence the mood swings and sudden outbursts.

jim is amazing and he is there for me when i need him the most. he is a great husband and a brilliant dad.

i love, support and respect him.

i had to go to the hospital recently because i was getting really bad tightening's around my tummy and hadnt been feeling great. everything is ok, they monitored me and said that it was likely to have braxton hicks. very painful ones i might add!

i had a consultant appointment yesterday and he has requested that i have another scan in two weeks time as he thinks the baby is 'bigger' than my weeks. i am 34 weeks and my bump measured 37 weeks! i am not worried by it. i am excited to see my little boy again and i know that god is in control.

anyway that is me for now.