musings

not really sure how im feeling to be honest. im am excited about this pregnancy, it is very different from my last.

i have had no morning sickness which has been fantastic and i know god played a huge part in that. i am looking at this pregnancy through different eyes. im thinking more positively and believing in my body more to do what it needs to do.

james can home from work yesterday with a present for me. its a t-shirt that he had printed that has baby inside written on it. it was so sweet of him to think of me and i really appreciated it.

so many people are convinced i am having a boy this time which is fine with me. we have never been 'oh it has to be a girl' or vice versa we are just so happy to be having another child. so many people around me, good friends have struggled to get pregnant and it is so hard to see. i know i am blessed to have the chance to extend our family and i am truly grateful.

one of my friends is pregnant and her due date was yesterday so i am praying for a safe delivery and protection for her and her husband.

labour is something that you can never fully describe to someone no matter how many times you have done it. i know that each labour is different. when you talk to other mums who have experienced it you can appreciate what they are telling you but it is a unique experience for the mother and no one could ever tell you exactly what to happened or what to expect.

really hope my midwife is in touch soon to arrange the booking in appointment before we go away.

anyway enough from me.