look at me go!
ok three days in a row! that is impressive.
today has been a day of mixed emotion.
spent most of the day with my nan and sister and it was just great. my nan is one of those people that you are just drawn too, she makes me feel very special and loved. she is wonderful. she also spoiled jorja too.
my nan insisted on buying us lunch so me and amy (my sis) insisted on buying pudding! at lunch my arm decided to go into overdrive and knock my drink all down me! and when i say it went everywhere i mean EVERYWHERE! it looked like i had peed myself! i rushed to the loo to try and sort the problem but there is only so much wet wipes can do! i then realized that instead of doing the normal discrete thing and use a cubicle, i am standing in full view of everyone wiping all over my trousers and wondering why people were starring!
anyway i decided that the wet myself look was not for me so quickly hurried to a clothes shop and found a fab pair of maternity trousers for a fiver! now i know what your thinking, maternity clothes already but have no fear im not going mad i just thought it makes sense to buy something that i can actually wear in the next year. instead of having to put them at the bak of my wardrobe and pray that i can wear them again!
that was the easy part of the day!
i am a very positive and outgoing person at heart but there are a few things not even my heart can deal with. well for now anyway it is going to take time and i know that james and jorja are here and really that is all that matters.
im sure i could rant for longer but the main thing is i am sitting here and james is on the couch and i want to be there with him! plus the sweets are closer to him and thats just wrong!
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- lilly's bean
- i am 23 yrs old, married to the man of my dreams. together we have a gorgeous little girl and a hansom baby boy. fantastic.
2 comments:
That is wrong... take the sweets away from him!! hehe sorry to hear about the drink... one of those days! But at least you got new trousers... how do you always find bargains?! Go you!
Gotta say it chick but everyone in the world has a limit on what their heart can deal with.... you're doing the right thing on focusing on your hubby and daughter, and theres a new little one to think of now, too! I know times are tough and have been quite rough but know that some good will come out of it, and whatever actions all these people take, they usually still have good intentions and we're all human!
x
Yes, what she said - Jenni ;)
Lill, one thing that came across to me when we talked on the phone is your deep love for your husband and family. You are a very outgoing, positive, pragmatic person. Mix that with how you feel about your hubby and children, then I see why you want to make things right. Fix everything. Make things better. For your James. For Jorja. It's a good thing and you should always try to reach those heights.
But sometimes you can't fix it. Can't fix other people and how they behave. It's sad. It's life. Things aren't always what they seem either. Just focus on the positive, as we talked about, and love will win through in the end.
Rest easy, dear one. See you Sunday! x
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