jim

its been ages since my last blog, i have been poorly for some of it and then all the build up to christmas and spending time with family and friends.

i have only got 8 weeks to go now till my due date. the end is in sight!

i dont really know what to put down, so many thoughts are running through my brain .......... family, jorja, pregnancy, jim.

i am so happy, content and excited about the future.

i am as in love with jim as the day i met him and more. he is a fantastic man and i would truly be lost without him.

he is amazing. gentle, kind, loving and very caring. a fantastic dad and a doting husband.

i am so proud to be his wife, to be carrying his son and be the mother to jorja.

thank you darling for the love you show day in and day out xxx

Jorja

happy 2nd birthday Jorja, you are the best daughter any mother could ask for. mummy and daddy love you lots x x x

pure amazment!

wow, what a week so far and its only tuesday eve!

on sat me and jim went for a 4d scan, fantastic. it was really incredible seeing our little man in that much detail. such a lovely present.

from seeing him we have decided to name him Noah David Smith.

then if that wasnt enough, i have been busy getting ready for jorja's 2nd birthday tomorrow. i am so excited! ive spent the day baking her cake and some little cakes and jelly. just finished decorating the place.

i cant believe she is going to be 2 tomorrow. where has that time gone?

it seems like only yesterday that i was pregnant with her and here we are 2 years on.

i am very happy and im going to make sure she has the best day.

happiness

today is a good day, not just today but here on in. i am happy and that is how it should be. only i can control my past and live for the future and i am not going to let anyone or thing get in the way of true happiness. i am happy with my little family and that is how it should be.

its very exciting and liberating to let go of things that have hurt me in the past and look to the future knowing that it is going to be special because of jim jorja and soon to be baby boy.

friends and family are there to love, support, encourage and add to the pleasure of life.

i am very blessed by the love surrounding me.